automatically woke up at 6am w/o any alarm!! last night get to know that raed will be waking up at 6.. tink even i slping oso misses him. hur.. juz automatically wake up suddenly. catch his msg at 19 mins later.. replied him and den i went back to bed. yea, i've got this kinda prob. if there's smth important to me in the next day, i'll wake up automatically nearly on the dot w/o any alarm on. thats why i seldom over slept? hur..
continue slping all the way till 12pm plus. wake up, do nth.. go online. online online online.. ever since i woke up, i online till 6 plus. den go bath and den get prepared to go out. meeting sis her at shop. had an appointment with "ladyfinger" to do our nails. no one at home. i'm much more boring.. ahh~!! so boring w/o raed acc me.. :(
after our medicure and pedicure (ard 9.30pm le), sis went back to shop as her husband is waiting for her. den i go pay my outstanding bills.. not long, parents came and fetch me. tink cuz raed not ard with me. den i alone at inter at such hr. so dey came and find me loh. parents brought me to have supper. den we went home tog.
there it is.. end of my boring day.. hur..
nth much i plan to do. but juz look forward for my fone to ring.. to wait for raed's call. yea, every min and sec i'm alwaz waiting for my fone to ring.. for raed to call.. when fone rings, i'm so excited? lols!!
raed, hopefully what i told you today wont affect you much. hope you don tink too much or misunderstand. i know the out come. and i know what and how you feel when i told you this. but sooner or later you also must know de. so i choose to tell you now loh.. must rem what i told you juz now k? shall us lets fight it tog k? jia you wor! i'm alwaz by ur side and giving u my support! =D
don care what others tink or say.. she is lidat wan.. i oso hack care le :X hehes.
as for you inside there, i know its sian for you. don feel good inside. but as time goes by, i'm sure you'll adapt to it. k? juz endure k.. don gif up but fight for it k.. i'm alwaz here to gif u encouragement! gambatte neh! control k.. patience k.. most importantly must take care! miss you! =]
